i have decided to remember all the happiness my dear gave me and forget all the sadness...
from now on, i will remember what my dear did for me.
he had bought me a music box for 2007 valentine.
i still remember one day that we waiting bus at serdang, i said i am thirsty and he refuse to go the grocery shop to buy me a drink.
but after that, he had head to the nearby restaurant to buy me a bottle of 100 plus.
i am very happy that time and i feel so warm....although he do not wish to drink, but he buy the drink for me.
now only i realised that my dear is very care about me.
dear, sometimes maybe i didn't tell you how happy i am when you did something for me, but deep inside my heart, i really appreciate what you did for me.
i am lucky to have you as my dear.
let's forget all those sadness that we have been through and start a new day ok?
just wanna let you know that i am really happy to be your girlfriend.
i really hope that one day i can become your dear wife.
dear,i love you with all my heart. (",)
Love you forever!!!

忘了在哪一天， 伤心的我写下了这一段短短的句子。。。
“希望能够到自由的国度。。。
希望能够不受节制地去爱。。。
现在的爱太辛苦了。。。”
我真的很希望能够和他爱的甜甜蜜蜜，很想他的心里只有我。。。
但我也很清楚地知道他的眼里，甚至心里都不可能只有我一个人。
我不明白，为什么女人总是爱的那么的死心眼。有人能够告诉我吗？
虽然现在我和他那么的甜蜜，
但我不敢想也不敢预言哪一天他又会回到当时的他，
狠狠地说“我不再爱你了，我的心已经死了！”。
当时的伤心，绝望，痛得连现在回想起也觉得可怕。
现在的我是多么的希望我和他能长久。
到现在我才惊觉我是多么的需要他，多么的依赖他。
康，我知道我很任性，很自私，很野蛮，也爱发脾气。。。
谢谢你不嫌弃我，谢谢你让我再一次的拥有你的爱，谢谢你的细心，
你的体谅，你的包容。。。
谢谢你让我不孤单。。。我爱你！！！