Leave this all behind...

Looking back those photos taken last 2 years.... we were so happy those days....
maybe i still cannot get thru this.. the question still inside my head... why our friendship will become like this?
I have no idea what friendship meant to them... but day by day... i feel that we are really not important to them... not even a little...
although we lived so near, although we met each other almost every weekdays, but there's no interaction between us...
Don't tell me bout the bullshit reason where we shld be the 1 who ask for going out dinner, who be the 1 talk first... all these just seems not right to me any more...
Everyone changing... changing everyday.... life is cruel....
so please, move forward, myself... stop being cruel to myself... leave all these meaningless things behind....
I keep telling myself this... I hope it works...
just pray for the pain to go away and start my happy life again...
dun wish to see myself smiling but something missing in my soul...
Be tough!