夜深了。。。
仿佛在等待。。。等待平时习惯了半夜起床上厕所的爸爸。。。
他总是会叮咛我们不要那么晚睡。。。但是我们总是不爱听他的话。。。
爸爸，我想你了。。。

表面上我们都很好，没有每天以泪洗脸。。。
但是心灵的深处，真正的感受得到失去了一部分。。。
我经常会有所感触地想起你，泪，很自然地流下来。。。
我想妈妈也一定会这样。。。

我不喜欢现在回家的感觉。。。
以前，打开门，摄入眼里的是你和妈妈开心的样子。。。
如今，打开门，感觉到寂寞，是妈妈的寂寞。。。
孩子们的陪伴始终比不上老伴的相伴。。。
心疼妈妈的寂寞，但我却觉得万般的无助。。。
既不能消除妈妈的寂寞，也没办法补救自个儿心灵上的空洞。。。

无助，落寞，彷徨。。。
对不起，妈妈。。。

现在才发现没有一张和爸爸亲密的合照。。。

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye Bye bye Bye bye Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x]) Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

~ Bye Bye by Mariah Carey ~

眼泪就这样流下来。。。

当我看着姐的布落格时，眼泪没有控制地流下。。。

爸，很多很多的话还没说。。。

很多很多的事还没做。。。

我们还要买属于你和妈妈的屋子，让你们能在那儿安享晚年的。。。

我还要考到驾照，载着你们到处去呢。。。

还有您说过要带妈妈坐飞机。。。

现在都变成了遗憾。。。

谢谢您这么多年以来的悉心照顾。。。

谢谢您为家里付出了你的大半生。。。

谢谢您为我们的生命添加无限的欢乐，是您使我们的生命变得彩色。。。

怀念您的一切。。。

怀念当我们看电视时，您总是爱乱转频道。。。

怀念当我回到家时，您总是和妈妈在打电动，而我就是爱唠叨你们：“那么晚了还在玩，不用吃晚餐吗？你们都不饿吗？”。。。

怀念您的碎碎念。。。

怀念您永远都说不准的“科技”。。。

看着你的专用沙发，怀念你的背影。。。怀念你在沙发上打瞌睡的样子。。。怀念你在沙发上看报纸的样子。。。

庆幸您离开前没有饱受病魔的折磨。。。

庆幸您离开时是安祥的容颜。。。

爸，不用牵挂我们。。。我们会好好照顾妈妈的。。。

您放心到另一个快乐美好的国界吧。。。

我们会帮你完成您的心愿。。。带妈妈坐飞机的。。。

爸爸，要一路走好。。。

永远爱您，想您的孩子们。。。