夜深了。。。
仿佛在等待。。。等待平时习惯了半夜起床上厕所的爸爸。。。
他总是会叮咛我们不要那么晚睡。。。但是我们总是不爱听他的话。。。
爸爸，我想你了。。。

表面上我们都很好，没有每天以泪洗脸。。。
但是心灵的深处，真正的感受得到失去了一部分。。。
我经常会有所感触地想起你，泪，很自然地流下来。。。
我想妈妈也一定会这样。。。

我不喜欢现在回家的感觉。。。
以前，打开门，摄入眼里的是你和妈妈开心的样子。。。
如今，打开门，感觉到寂寞，是妈妈的寂寞。。。
孩子们的陪伴始终比不上老伴的相伴。。。
心疼妈妈的寂寞，但我却觉得万般的无助。。。
既不能消除妈妈的寂寞，也没办法补救自个儿心灵上的空洞。。。

无助，落寞，彷徨。。。
对不起，妈妈。。。

现在才发现没有一张和爸爸亲密的合照。。。

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye Bye bye Bye bye Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x]) Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

~ Bye Bye by Mariah Carey ~

眼泪就这样流下来。。。

当我看着姐的布落格时，眼泪没有控制地流下。。。

爸，很多很多的话还没说。。。

很多很多的事还没做。。。

我们还要买属于你和妈妈的屋子，让你们能在那儿安享晚年的。。。

我还要考到驾照，载着你们到处去呢。。。

还有您说过要带妈妈坐飞机。。。

现在都变成了遗憾。。。

谢谢您这么多年以来的悉心照顾。。。

谢谢您为家里付出了你的大半生。。。

谢谢您为我们的生命添加无限的欢乐，是您使我们的生命变得彩色。。。

怀念您的一切。。。

怀念当我们看电视时，您总是爱乱转频道。。。

怀念当我回到家时，您总是和妈妈在打电动，而我就是爱唠叨你们：“那么晚了还在玩，不用吃晚餐吗？你们都不饿吗？”。。。

怀念您的碎碎念。。。

怀念您永远都说不准的“科技”。。。

看着你的专用沙发，怀念你的背影。。。怀念你在沙发上打瞌睡的样子。。。怀念你在沙发上看报纸的样子。。。

庆幸您离开前没有饱受病魔的折磨。。。

庆幸您离开时是安祥的容颜。。。

爸，不用牵挂我们。。。我们会好好照顾妈妈的。。。

您放心到另一个快乐美好的国界吧。。。

我们会帮你完成您的心愿。。。带妈妈坐飞机的。。。

爸爸，要一路走好。。。

永远爱您，想您的孩子们。。。

Company Trip For Year 2008

~ Korea @ 2009-12-15 to 2009-12-20 ~

1st Day at Korea, after aboard, we have our 1st Korea breakfast - Udon Noodle at restaurant nearby the airport. It was so cold at Korea, around -8 celcius in the morning. Having this udon noodle, i felt so warm and it was delicious too ^^

~ 1st plate of Kimchi at Korea ~

~ The restaurant ~

~ Nice Udon Noodle ~

and the next stop was seagull watching. Our bus went onboard a big ship and sail around for 10 minutes or maybe less... i was freezing tat time after get out from bus, windy and cold weather, i really cannot stand for it.... tat's y i hav no "mood" to watch the seagulls... i hide inside the cabin more than go outside to blow by the cold wind... but lucky my dear still manage to take some shots of the seagulls...

~ Plenty of seagulls waiting tourists to feed them ~

Then we move on to Greenland Spa for our spa session. Too bad the tour guide only give us around 1-2hrs to enjoy it... there was many choices of spa u may choose, red wine spa, rice wine spa, green tea spa, Jasmine spa... many many of it... The spa place was divided into 3 parts, Women's, Men's and shared. we can only wear swim suit when we at the public spa pools. U may see those womens/girls naked in Women's sauna coz u are not allowed to wear anything in there... and of coz for me, i dare not to go inside Women's sauna... feels so uneasy to see naked strangers walking around... yuck~

~ Greenland Spa ~

Soon after we had our spa, we went to the Lavendar Farm next to the Greenland Spa. The so called lavendar farm was only a small garden will less than 100 pots of plants i guess... tat's why we only can found 1-2 pots of lavendar that is about to die i think, haha~ but anyway the souvenir shop attached to the lavendar farm was nice, plenty of creative souvenir u may get in here...

~ M3, thanks Uncle for helping me to take such a cute face, haha ~

~ Cn, M3 & President, holding...erm... dunno what exactly tat was ~

~ Lavendar that is about to die, hehe ~

~ M3 inside the lavendar farm ~

~ Photo with the Lavendar Farm SignBoard ~

and it's time for eat eat eat... Our 1st dinner is Seafood shabu shabu ~ It was quite nice by having sotong inside the shabu shabu, haha, and also fresh prawns, Yummy~~~

~ Seafood Shabu Shabu ~

and lastly, end of 1st day trip, we checkin to the 1st Hotel, Hotel Daemyung. The hotel is quite big with 2 rooms, 1 toilets. It was like apartment that can fit around 4 ppl, with 1 queen size bed in the master bedroom and mattress in the small room. Many of my colleagues noticed that the soap's brand is LG, the TV, the fridge, the stove are all LG brand... but my room, a bit mixed up, Samsung Tv, LG soap, LG stove and LG fridge... haha~

~ Lepaking around the Hotel, nice xmas deco ~

~ Lepaking around the Hotel, nice xmas deco ~

~ Nice night view from hotel's room ~

Till then, good nite for 1st day in Korea!!!

~ Merry Christmas ~

Back from long holiday mood, today is totally working "mode", with holiday "mood", haha...
This year christmas party will be held on 30th December as my manager has not confirm his flight back from korea...
and me n my dear will be going to cherating on 31st December to celebrate new year with Calynn & Yw...
tommorrow will be updating my blog again for Korea trip~
my 1st post for Korea trip ^.^

~ Happy New Year to everyOne too ~

~ Funny Photo For Christmas ~

很多时候，不需要任何理由或原因，我们就可以会心一笑。。。

很多时候，我们只是需要小小的动作就可以快乐。。。

谢谢你们，在很多时候我需要时都会在我的身旁，小小的一个动作就可以换来快乐的欢笑。。。

很开心拥有你们这班好朋友。。。

~ LeiSure Snap by D3aR in a Raining Saturday~

~ 24th October 2009 @ Lin Yuan Steamboat ~

~ Celebrate Bday with Friends ~

Teddy and KK planned on friday to have dinner togather as my birthday on 23rd Oct... i thought they only treat me eat steamboat... mana tau when KK, Liew, Alvin and HJ reached, i saw they were carrying Secret Recipe cake...
and natural response, i asked - why got cake geh? then they all make fun and said - it's empty box la... today no ppl birthday ma... we carry for fun only... haha...

but anyway, wish to Thanks all for the steamboat (quite expensive leh, bcoz the salted egg fried prawn, RM 80....) and the cake too, which i nvr expected, haha ...

~ After the steamboat, the cake was the dessert, so full liao leh, =P ~

~ erm.. i bought many cakes fro secret recipe, but i dunno wat is this cake called, i guess is chocolate cake gua, haha ~

~ They insisted to put 2 big candles and 5 small candles on my cake, sweat look on my face ~


~ So excited, i wanna cut cake liao luuu, no nid blow candles la ~


~ a bit malu... coz many ppl around and they wan to sing birthday song ohhh ~

~ The fans in the restaurant too windy liao, hard 2 light up the candles... ~

~ Take Cover Take Cover ~

~ Take Cover take 2, and KK melecur his finger liao, super funny his face expression, haha ~

~ They tried for 3rd times i think.. haha ~

~ Finally the candle is light on...but only 1 big candle, haha, they give up trying, haha ~

~ Finish the ceremony, then cut cake again loooo ~

~ Cutting in progress ~

Special Thanks to: Teddy Bear, Keat Kean, Han Joon, Liew, Alvin, Alan, Tai Chee & My DeaR

for the expensive yet not very delicious de Pumpkin Porridge + TomYam Steamboat

and also the Chocolate Cake (I assumed it was... hehe) from Secret Recipe!!

Thank you ohh (^‿^)

~ 23rd October 2009 ~

~ My Birthday with Colleagues ~

~ Good Uncle that helps take 3 cakes, hehe ~

~ 2009 Birthday Cake, Opera Cake, RT Pastry ~

~ Another Cake, Mirror Chocolate Cake, RT Pastry ~

~ Nice angle, hehe ~

~ Like tis cake ^^ ~

~ Busy preparing the cake ~

~ Waiting others to sing us a Birthday Song ~

~ Make Birthday Wishes, pray everything smooth smooth & happy always lo ~

~ Lastly, Cut Cake Luuuu ~

~ But dunno wan cut from where... finding space to cut the cake, haha ~

~ Cannot find space, so throw the chocolate piece to my dear, haha ~

~ ChuanLee busy opening the ribbon attached around the Marble Cheese Cake ~

~ 17th October 2009, Kuala Selangor Dinner ~

As we 3 planned for few months, finally we went to kuala selangor to have our seafood dinner.

We arrived at Yee Wan's house at 5pm, and tis time, i din late for appointment, haha, but Mc late leh....

then we depart around 5.30pm and reach kuala selangor around 7pm... i fall asleep during the trip since tired, hungry and a bit jam...

the restaurant that Mc recommend was the 1 with Orange color signboard - River View.

It's just above the seaside... and there were quite many customers having their dinner there...

~ The Signboard ~

~ River View's Menu ~

~ Everyone busy thinking wat to order ~

~ View from the restaurant... ~

~ View from the restaurant... ~

~ Yee Wan opening the present i gave her as her birthday on 27th Oct ~

~ Yw's Bf dunno why so busy making the chili paddy.... ~

~ 1st - Steam Prawn, okok only ~

~ 2nd - Claypot Stingray, this one nice... ~

~ 3rd - 'yau mak' but then taste & look also not like yau mak but the waiter say our vege is like tat de la.... ~

~ Bread ~

~ Steam Fish in Teochew Style ~

~ Crab, my favourite, cooked Kam Heong style, but this 1 not very nice ~

~ Crab again, hehe tis 1 nice, sweet n sour style, enjoy the bread with this sauce...YuMMy ~

~ Fried Sotong, oily, hehe ~

~ Finally after dinner, the three 'Sa Poh', haha ~