~ 15th July 2009 ~

Tomorrow boss will be treating us dinner since his birthday is coming soon
and also ah soon will be treating us ~ abalone !!!
yeah~~~

~ 5th July 2009, Sunday ~

This day, i wake up very very early in the morning, 5am. It's been a long long time since the last time i wake up around tis time... long until i forget the very last time is when, haha...
I went to Tambun, Ipoh on this day, following my dear to there for some photo snaping. He was so excited bout the trip. the day before v depart, he went to buy his new lens, to capture nicer photos, and yes, the lens did its job. ^^

From 5.30am, we start out journey from my house to uncle's house, then pick up jerry at his house and head to Ipoh. Around 8.30am v reached Ipoh and had McD as our breakfirst.
Around 9am, we reached our destination, The Lost World of Tambun, Ipoh.

The event title is Miss Model of the World Malaysia Final photography contest. Belows are some of the photos that took by my dear, uncle and jerry. Enjoy~~~~

After the photography session, we head to the Lou Wong Tauge Ayam Kuetiau. Not bad the Tauge Ayam. can have a try~~~

Before we start our journey back to KL, we went to the temple. And there end our happy sunday~~~~ and also tired sunday, haha~~~

Recently i feel like i m too moody and too easy to get depress...
i m not sure why is all this happening....
suddenly will feel like sad... down and no one will care....
hard to get cheer up...
why is it so?
wat happened to me???
sigh~~

Moody~~~

" i just wan u to know tht i am not like u geh loh
not mean u not good but i just not same like u
will talk e.g nehh this friend how how... like tht
i wont geh loh
maybe cause not same enviroment living gua "

This sentence make me feel very down now....
SIGH...
maybe i need to behave...change my attitude... change my talkactive style...
silent is better i think...
i will try... yes i will try...
but it's my behaviour no matter wat... will i bcome happier after changed?
i dunno....
v can just wait n see.... haiz....

Super sien!!!!!!

Super poor Season!!!

Super no mood period!!!!

haiz....

~ 11th June 2009 ~

Officially, i announced that me and my dear's online business finally launched on this day!!

www.wannabecloset.blogspot.com

At 1st, dear think of one nice and sweet name for our virtual business,

~ BeBe Closet ~

But since there were many of them using this name, so v decided to change, and here it is,

WannaBe Closet~~~~

Please support ya!!

Hopefully can get it grows~~~ \(^-^)/

Last saturday, 13-06-2009, our company organized a charity trip to an old folks house and an orphange home.

1st destination - the old folks house - the Jubilee Home at Jalan Loke Yew, near the area that i lived from 2 yrs old until 16 yrs old.... and i have never been to this old folks house. so paliah haha...

More photos and info can see from my dear's blog..
http://busywithcoffee.blogspot.com/2009/06/charity-day.html

Just wanna write down my feelings here....
Yes, it was the 1st charity event held by this company and almost whole company's employees involved, including my boss too...
BUT i reali cannot feel tat tis is an charity event, coz v never talked to the old folks, not greeting them, not caring for them too...
i thought that charity event is to shows some loves to those needed... but we were like visitors, go there and visit the place where old folks stay... and yes, tat's all....
our boss oni talked with the person in charge about the situation of the old folks house and the person in charge keep repeating this -> Thank you Mr Tan,thank you all for donating, thank you....
I wish tat there was contacts with the old folks... at least we should show our respect by greeting them one by one...

Sigh~~~~

2.40am, Just back from lim teh...
after dear park his car, we saw a gang of malay youngster gathered at the motor parking area...
then dear said, why those police never come and arrest them?
then i think of the morale lesson that v had during our secondary skol..
there was a lesson about illegal gathering, which means 5 or more ppl gathered at one place at one time with some purpose...
i wonder are those malays considered as illegal gathering?
why police never come up and ask them why are they gathering at there at such a late time?
malaysia... sigh....
i cant c the hopes!!

~　端午节诗选 ~

端 午（唐）- 文 秀
节分端午自谁言，万古传闻为屈原；

堪笑楚江空渺渺，不能洗得直臣冤。

七 律.端午 - 老 舍
端午偏逢风雨狂，村童仍着旧衣裳；

相邀情重携蓑笠，敢为泥深恋草堂；

有客同心当骨肉，无钱买酒卖文章；

当年此会鱼三尺，不似今朝豆味香。

~ 端午节 ~

农历五月初五，是中国民间的传统节日——端午节，它是中华民族古老的传统节日之一。

端午也称端五，端阳。此外，端午节还有许多别称，如：午日节、重五节，五月节、浴兰节、女儿节，天中节、地腊、诗人节、龙日等等。

虽然名称不同，但总体上说，各地人民过节的习俗还是同多于异的。

而我所知道的就只有 - 端午节源自于屈原, 一位爱国的诗人。

屈原，是春秋时期楚怀王的大臣。他倡导举贤授能，富国强兵，力主联齐抗秦，遭到贵族子兰等人的强烈反对，屈原遭馋去职，被赶出都城，流放到沅、湘流域。

公元前278年，秦军攻破楚国京都。屈原眼看自己的祖国被侵略，心如刀割，但是始终不忍舍弃自己的祖国，于五月五日，在写下了绝笔作《怀沙》之后，抱石投汨罗江身死，以自己的生命谱写了一曲壮丽的爱国主义乐章。　　

传说屈原死后，楚国百姓哀痛异常，纷纷涌到汨罗江边去凭吊屈原。渔夫们划起船只，在江上来回打捞他的真身。有位渔夫拿出为屈原准备的饭团、鸡蛋等食物，“扑通、扑通”地丢进江里，说是让鱼龙虾蟹吃饱了，就不会去咬屈大夫的身体了。人们见后纷纷仿效。一位老医师则拿来一坛雄黄酒倒进江里，说是要药晕蛟龙水兽，以免伤害屈大夫。后来为怕饭团为蛟龙所食，人们想出用楝树叶包饭，外缠彩丝，发展成棕子。　　

以后，在每年的五月初五，就有了龙舟竞渡、吃粽子、喝雄黄酒的风俗；以此来纪念爱国诗人屈原。

虽说端午节是让大家记得屈原的爱国精神, 但试问如今又有多少人是真正爱国的呢？

嘴边一直挂着"爱国, 很爱国"这句话, 但是不是真正的为国家出过一份力,贡献过一点点 ？

那就只有你自己知道....

我自问不是什么爱国之人,那是因为我觉得这国家并没有什么值得我去爱...

总言而之, 祝大家有个愉快的端午节! 记得要和家人团聚哦!

曾听说过，
爱你的人不会介意你的过去，并且会积极参与你的未来。

我找到一个不会介意我的过去的男人，可是如果你问我他愿不愿意参与我的未来？
我不确定。。。
世事常变幻，以前可以百分白确定的，现在不一定可以如此。。。
但愿人人开开心心。。。

不开心又是这样的过，开心又是这样的过，倒不如开开心心的过。
不要因为某某人不了解你而自己闷闷不乐。
更不要因为某某人的一句话而烦恼。
我要开开心心的过日子！！！
管你怎么看我， 我就是这样的我！！！
喜不喜欢我，释随尊便~~~~

Erm...
just wanna say somethg out...
feel weird when i get to know that my blog got new visitors except my dear and me...
since i create tis blog, i hav decided only to let myself to read and keep it as secret...
so when tat day i heard tat my blog is having new visitors...
" i gotta set my blog to private access... "
this thought keep on repeat repeat n repeat in my mind...
until tat day, i heard from my dear that his coursemates create new blogs after saw his newly launched blog...
this thought bcome reality after that day...
i dun wish to let those ppl know my pasts... seriously do not feel comfortable with this feeling....
i was thinking wat to update my blog... but.. i dunno where to start with...
no idea... wat can i write.. and it will b read by those uninvited ppl..
i dun wish to...
then wat should i do with tis blog?
sigh....
i think i need to create a new blog... for public view maybe?
i have no idea.... T.T

Suddenly very miss SailorMoon... sob sob....

There goes April 2009~~~
April - uncle and CS bday month!!
We bought a new car audio for uncle as his birthday present and saw his super surprise face on tat time he got into the car and saw the car audio...
"Eh...???? Y got new radio geh???" his response... haha....

and for Cs, we went to penang to celeb his bday.
and have a nice trip in deed...
I enjoy the pretty nice night view during the flight too ^^

next post i will upload some of the nice photos we took during penang trip~~~
and last but not least... just to say.. i hav addicted to facebook's applications... oh no....

~Year 2008~
A long long time since the last post... November and December 2008 was wedding month, i suppose, there were lots of wedding being held during these two months... congratulations to my dear fren and colleagues, grats to Mei Hui and thanks for remember to invite me to her wedding dinner, grats to Christy, ChinPey and ChuanLee for their wedding. Wish u all happily ever after~~~

~YeaR 2009~
~January 2009~
Chinese New Year was in this month, had my 2nd annual dinner with this company... Our theme for this year annual dinner was Movie/Cartoon Theme... So there i was, Snow White.... haha... is drunken Snow White in more suitable way...

~February 2009~

Valentine Month!!!

Thanks to my dear for making me a special dinner ~~~

so love it dear.... \(^.^)/

~March 2009~
Went for a nice trip at Kijal~~~
Thanks to jerry for sponsoring the resort as he get tis free accomodation coupon during annual dinner's lucky draw...
Two big men playing with the sea water, haha, funny~~~

Took a nice photo at another beach not far from our resort!!

2nd Day - SunRise at the beach side....

Last day, we went to Kemaman to eat stuffed crab....

And also went to Hoi Peng Coffee Shop to enjoy the nice and relaxing coffee....

I m very angry at this moment... and at the same time very disappointed...
I dun un why rich ppl all stingy... stingy to friends, but good to others....
I dun un why my company SO GOOD, can let employee leaves before 6pm, but if i do so, mgm level wil ask, eh? why u leave so early de?
yes, maybe tat employee got her VERY REASONABLE REASON.... i dunnoo....
SIGH... i dun un why i care for those frens tat dun even know how to appreciate frenship....
wat for i care and sad for tat?
wat for i forward email? wat for?????
any1 can tell me?
i m just such a stupid idiot tat care for frens!!
just a stupid small potato in this company!!
just an ignoreable employee in this company!!
STUPID U ALL!!!

~ Christy's Wedding @ Jaya Palace Restaurant ~

~ 10th November 2008 ~

Dunno is it bcoz my bday month is going to end soon, suddenly i felt very dull and boring....
Why is it my life so dull???
No entertainment?? No Friends??? Sigh....
I dunno why.... any1 can tell me y???
Boring and dull working life...................................GoNNa KiLL Me SooN!!

~ BirthDay Celebration with Colleagues @ Wong Kok ~

~ BirthDay Celebration @ Company 2008 ~