2.40am, Just back from lim teh...
after dear park his car, we saw a gang of malay youngster gathered at the motor parking area...
then dear said, why those police never come and arrest them?
then i think of the morale lesson that v had during our secondary skol..
there was a lesson about illegal gathering, which means 5 or more ppl gathered at one place at one time with some purpose...
i wonder are those malays considered as illegal gathering?
why police never come up and ask them why are they gathering at there at such a late time?
malaysia... sigh....
i cant c the hopes!!

~　端午节诗选 ~

端 午（唐）- 文 秀
节分端午自谁言，万古传闻为屈原；

堪笑楚江空渺渺，不能洗得直臣冤。

七 律.端午 - 老 舍
端午偏逢风雨狂，村童仍着旧衣裳；

相邀情重携蓑笠，敢为泥深恋草堂；

有客同心当骨肉，无钱买酒卖文章；

当年此会鱼三尺，不似今朝豆味香。

~ 端午节 ~

农历五月初五，是中国民间的传统节日——端午节，它是中华民族古老的传统节日之一。

端午也称端五，端阳。此外，端午节还有许多别称，如：午日节、重五节，五月节、浴兰节、女儿节，天中节、地腊、诗人节、龙日等等。

虽然名称不同，但总体上说，各地人民过节的习俗还是同多于异的。

而我所知道的就只有 - 端午节源自于屈原, 一位爱国的诗人。

屈原，是春秋时期楚怀王的大臣。他倡导举贤授能，富国强兵，力主联齐抗秦，遭到贵族子兰等人的强烈反对，屈原遭馋去职，被赶出都城，流放到沅、湘流域。

公元前278年，秦军攻破楚国京都。屈原眼看自己的祖国被侵略，心如刀割，但是始终不忍舍弃自己的祖国，于五月五日，在写下了绝笔作《怀沙》之后，抱石投汨罗江身死，以自己的生命谱写了一曲壮丽的爱国主义乐章。　　

传说屈原死后，楚国百姓哀痛异常，纷纷涌到汨罗江边去凭吊屈原。渔夫们划起船只，在江上来回打捞他的真身。有位渔夫拿出为屈原准备的饭团、鸡蛋等食物，“扑通、扑通”地丢进江里，说是让鱼龙虾蟹吃饱了，就不会去咬屈大夫的身体了。人们见后纷纷仿效。一位老医师则拿来一坛雄黄酒倒进江里，说是要药晕蛟龙水兽，以免伤害屈大夫。后来为怕饭团为蛟龙所食，人们想出用楝树叶包饭，外缠彩丝，发展成棕子。　　

以后，在每年的五月初五，就有了龙舟竞渡、吃粽子、喝雄黄酒的风俗；以此来纪念爱国诗人屈原。

虽说端午节是让大家记得屈原的爱国精神, 但试问如今又有多少人是真正爱国的呢？

嘴边一直挂着"爱国, 很爱国"这句话, 但是不是真正的为国家出过一份力,贡献过一点点 ？

那就只有你自己知道....

我自问不是什么爱国之人,那是因为我觉得这国家并没有什么值得我去爱...

总言而之, 祝大家有个愉快的端午节! 记得要和家人团聚哦!

曾听说过，
爱你的人不会介意你的过去，并且会积极参与你的未来。

我找到一个不会介意我的过去的男人，可是如果你问我他愿不愿意参与我的未来？
我不确定。。。
世事常变幻，以前可以百分白确定的，现在不一定可以如此。。。
但愿人人开开心心。。。

不开心又是这样的过，开心又是这样的过，倒不如开开心心的过。
不要因为某某人不了解你而自己闷闷不乐。
更不要因为某某人的一句话而烦恼。
我要开开心心的过日子！！！
管你怎么看我， 我就是这样的我！！！
喜不喜欢我，释随尊便~~~~

Erm...
just wanna say somethg out...
feel weird when i get to know that my blog got new visitors except my dear and me...
since i create tis blog, i hav decided only to let myself to read and keep it as secret...
so when tat day i heard tat my blog is having new visitors...
" i gotta set my blog to private access... "
this thought keep on repeat repeat n repeat in my mind...
until tat day, i heard from my dear that his coursemates create new blogs after saw his newly launched blog...
this thought bcome reality after that day...
i dun wish to let those ppl know my pasts... seriously do not feel comfortable with this feeling....
i was thinking wat to update my blog... but.. i dunno where to start with...
no idea... wat can i write.. and it will b read by those uninvited ppl..
i dun wish to...
then wat should i do with tis blog?
sigh....
i think i need to create a new blog... for public view maybe?
i have no idea.... T.T

Suddenly very miss SailorMoon... sob sob....

There goes April 2009~~~
April - uncle and CS bday month!!
We bought a new car audio for uncle as his birthday present and saw his super surprise face on tat time he got into the car and saw the car audio...
"Eh...???? Y got new radio geh???" his response... haha....

and for Cs, we went to penang to celeb his bday.
and have a nice trip in deed...
I enjoy the pretty nice night view during the flight too ^^

next post i will upload some of the nice photos we took during penang trip~~~
and last but not least... just to say.. i hav addicted to facebook's applications... oh no....

~Year 2008~
A long long time since the last post... November and December 2008 was wedding month, i suppose, there were lots of wedding being held during these two months... congratulations to my dear fren and colleagues, grats to Mei Hui and thanks for remember to invite me to her wedding dinner, grats to Christy, ChinPey and ChuanLee for their wedding. Wish u all happily ever after~~~

~YeaR 2009~
~January 2009~
Chinese New Year was in this month, had my 2nd annual dinner with this company... Our theme for this year annual dinner was Movie/Cartoon Theme... So there i was, Snow White.... haha... is drunken Snow White in more suitable way...

~February 2009~

Valentine Month!!!

Thanks to my dear for making me a special dinner ~~~

so love it dear.... \(^.^)/

~March 2009~
Went for a nice trip at Kijal~~~
Thanks to jerry for sponsoring the resort as he get tis free accomodation coupon during annual dinner's lucky draw...
Two big men playing with the sea water, haha, funny~~~

Took a nice photo at another beach not far from our resort!!

2nd Day - SunRise at the beach side....

Last day, we went to Kemaman to eat stuffed crab....

And also went to Hoi Peng Coffee Shop to enjoy the nice and relaxing coffee....

I m very angry at this moment... and at the same time very disappointed...
I dun un why rich ppl all stingy... stingy to friends, but good to others....
I dun un why my company SO GOOD, can let employee leaves before 6pm, but if i do so, mgm level wil ask, eh? why u leave so early de?
yes, maybe tat employee got her VERY REASONABLE REASON.... i dunnoo....
SIGH... i dun un why i care for those frens tat dun even know how to appreciate frenship....
wat for i care and sad for tat?
wat for i forward email? wat for?????
any1 can tell me?
i m just such a stupid idiot tat care for frens!!
just a stupid small potato in this company!!
just an ignoreable employee in this company!!
STUPID U ALL!!!

~ Christy's Wedding @ Jaya Palace Restaurant ~

~ 10th November 2008 ~

Dunno is it bcoz my bday month is going to end soon, suddenly i felt very dull and boring....
Why is it my life so dull???
No entertainment?? No Friends??? Sigh....
I dunno why.... any1 can tell me y???
Boring and dull working life...................................GoNNa KiLL Me SooN!!

~ BirthDay Celebration with Colleagues @ Wong Kok ~

~ BirthDay Celebration @ Company 2008 ~

~ JoGoYa @ 21st October 2008 ~

It's October 2008!!!
It's been a long time i din update my blog...
it's time for me to update it since i hav lots of stories to tell and lots of photos to show... hahaha...

September 2008...
10th ~ 14th sept 2008 - our company incentive trip - Gold Coast, Australia....
went there and spent lots of money, but earn back lots of sweet memories..
and this was the first time me and my dear take flight, so excited...
and lucky v can sit next to the windows, and i hav the chance to take a nice sea view from the sky...
It's was tidy and neat housing area, long and thin roads, cloudy but blue sky, windy sea and large waves i can saw from the plane...
This was a nice experience and happy journey i have...
We went to 2 theme parks at Gold Coast - Sea World and Movie World.
Rides at there was so exciting compare to those in Malaysia, haha...
so happy i hav tried most of the scary rides, haha. The most scary rides was the one in Movie world - the Scooby Doo Ride, with scary scenery along the ride and dark room...
So cold the night at gold coast... we went to Surfer's Paradiese beach, Hungry Jack's, Jupiter casino and Hard Rock cafe to spent our nites.
Nice to have a walk at the night market along the Surfer's Paradise beach on Friday night.
There, u can get to c lots of local souvenirs, each of them is special and unique...
Took a nice photos at the Surfer's Paradise board. a nice scenery with the sea view behind u.
Wish to visit again Gold Coast... Sweet and memorable Trip i had...

October 2008...
Yeah, finally tis month has came... my Birthday Month... haha
felt the Birthday Mood since 21st Oct, one of my colleague's Birthday...
we Celeb our birthday 2gather.. we chose a dolly jelly cake as our bday cake..
nice and special cake haha...
on the same day, my dear brought me to JoGoYa as he promised me...
haha, so happy tat day coz my dear very sayang me for the whole month...
ate until very very full tat nite, ate until walk oso lazy, haha
Thanks dear...
Yesterday, 23rd oct, My Birthday celebration (officially)... hehe...
7pm, me and my colleagues (8 ppl - including my dear) went to WongKok, leisure mall to have our dinner.
and on the way to there, me and Jerry zai went to buy cake (for myself)...
weird to buy a birthday cake for myself and feels more weird when the shop assistant ask me what to write on the cake... hahahaha....
i was thinking, should i write happy birthday to me? or happy birthday to Phoebe? or....???
hahahahah.... funny day....
then at wong kok, v had the big big glass (or maybe Jag?? or maybe Tong??) of Teh Tarik, FOC...
cant even finish the small cake... left one pcs on the table for Fei Gor... hahahaha...
and after wong kok, we have 2nd round... which my dear arranged for me...
celeb with his gang of brothers, at Ice Cream, Pandan Indah...
Once i reach ice cream, i received a call from yeewan, she asked me where m i, doing wat...
then i asked her, is it u saw me?
she say yea, saw u when u get off the car... so i wonder is it she around there and she say she passed by, and talk talk talk, finally find out that she is also having a drink at ice cream, haha
then we hav a little time of chat before i continue celeb with my dear's frens..

Thanks for every1 tat remember or celebrated my bday with me...
thanks u all for giving me such a sweet and happy memory...
thanks my dear especially for treating me a dinner buffet at JoGoYa, buying me a white gold ring with a small diamond on it, bringing me to Fish Spa (next month) and arranging so many dates for me before and after my bday...
remember this coming sat, v will sing k at green box.. yeah...
thanks all again and again...
Love u all~~~~ :)

30th August 2008

Me and my dear's 6th Anniversary...
we celebrate it on sunday 31st August 2008 since we were busy on saturday - settle phone line and internet on morning and attending steamboat at alvin house at nite....
My dear has been sick for few days... but my dear was too good, he brought me to One Utama to shopping for whole day at sunday to celebrate our anniversary.
My dear is not tat kinda person that likes to shopping whole day, he always wanna go home after accompany me shopping for more than 1 hrs...
But tat sunday, he was so good, he accompanied me shopping from 12pm until 6pm...
I promised him to buy a mattress for him as annuversary present.
and he had already bought me my anniversary present - My yoga mat.
Thanks dear... Happy 6th Anniversary!!!

System Gathering @ South City 26th August 2008

16th -17th August 2008

Me and my dear have joined my ex-coursemate's company trip to Desaru, JB.
The trip is a treasure hunting event where we start hunting from Klang to Desaru.
Around 50 teams were formed... 4 people in a team.
This is the 1st time me and my dear play treasure hunt, don't know how it works and dunno how to solve... and we just play 'hentam', hahaha...
End of the day, around 5pm, finally we reach the resort and end of the treasure hunting event.
So we went to our room to take rest before we enjoy our dinner....
the Resort room is so big and nice, it has 3 single beds, balcony, got bath tub inside the toilet and small pantry place, big cupboard (even can fit in 4-5 people inside it), Big big mirror, sofa and tables...
This is the 1st time i stay at such a big hotel room, so excited and happy.
I think tis room cost around RM 250 per night...
Then at the night, during the dinner, the MC announce the winners of the treasure hunt event...
From 25th runner up until the champion...
so lucky that our team get 16th runner up and take away RM 30 Jusco Voucher each member.
and the souvenir for this treasure hunt was a cup painted with the treasure hunt event name and the 16th Runner Up title....
And the 2nd day morning, me and my dear went to the beach and relax...
Tis place is reali a place to relax and enjoy...