~ BirthDay Celebration @ Company 2008 ~

~ JoGoYa @ 21st October 2008 ~

It's October 2008!!!
It's been a long time i din update my blog...
it's time for me to update it since i hav lots of stories to tell and lots of photos to show... hahaha...

September 2008...
10th ~ 14th sept 2008 - our company incentive trip - Gold Coast, Australia....
went there and spent lots of money, but earn back lots of sweet memories..
and this was the first time me and my dear take flight, so excited...
and lucky v can sit next to the windows, and i hav the chance to take a nice sea view from the sky...
It's was tidy and neat housing area, long and thin roads, cloudy but blue sky, windy sea and large waves i can saw from the plane...
This was a nice experience and happy journey i have...
We went to 2 theme parks at Gold Coast - Sea World and Movie World.
Rides at there was so exciting compare to those in Malaysia, haha...
so happy i hav tried most of the scary rides, haha. The most scary rides was the one in Movie world - the Scooby Doo Ride, with scary scenery along the ride and dark room...
So cold the night at gold coast... we went to Surfer's Paradiese beach, Hungry Jack's, Jupiter casino and Hard Rock cafe to spent our nites.
Nice to have a walk at the night market along the Surfer's Paradise beach on Friday night.
There, u can get to c lots of local souvenirs, each of them is special and unique...
Took a nice photos at the Surfer's Paradise board. a nice scenery with the sea view behind u.
Wish to visit again Gold Coast... Sweet and memorable Trip i had...

October 2008...
Yeah, finally tis month has came... my Birthday Month... haha
felt the Birthday Mood since 21st Oct, one of my colleague's Birthday...
we Celeb our birthday 2gather.. we chose a dolly jelly cake as our bday cake..
nice and special cake haha...
on the same day, my dear brought me to JoGoYa as he promised me...
haha, so happy tat day coz my dear very sayang me for the whole month...
ate until very very full tat nite, ate until walk oso lazy, haha
Thanks dear...
Yesterday, 23rd oct, My Birthday celebration (officially)... hehe...
7pm, me and my colleagues (8 ppl - including my dear) went to WongKok, leisure mall to have our dinner.
and on the way to there, me and Jerry zai went to buy cake (for myself)...
weird to buy a birthday cake for myself and feels more weird when the shop assistant ask me what to write on the cake... hahahaha....
i was thinking, should i write happy birthday to me? or happy birthday to Phoebe? or....???
hahahahah.... funny day....
then at wong kok, v had the big big glass (or maybe Jag?? or maybe Tong??) of Teh Tarik, FOC...
cant even finish the small cake... left one pcs on the table for Fei Gor... hahahaha...
and after wong kok, we have 2nd round... which my dear arranged for me...
celeb with his gang of brothers, at Ice Cream, Pandan Indah...
Once i reach ice cream, i received a call from yeewan, she asked me where m i, doing wat...
then i asked her, is it u saw me?
she say yea, saw u when u get off the car... so i wonder is it she around there and she say she passed by, and talk talk talk, finally find out that she is also having a drink at ice cream, haha
then we hav a little time of chat before i continue celeb with my dear's frens..

Thanks for every1 tat remember or celebrated my bday with me...
thanks u all for giving me such a sweet and happy memory...
thanks my dear especially for treating me a dinner buffet at JoGoYa, buying me a white gold ring with a small diamond on it, bringing me to Fish Spa (next month) and arranging so many dates for me before and after my bday...
remember this coming sat, v will sing k at green box.. yeah...
thanks all again and again...
Love u all~~~~ :)

30th August 2008

Me and my dear's 6th Anniversary...
we celebrate it on sunday 31st August 2008 since we were busy on saturday - settle phone line and internet on morning and attending steamboat at alvin house at nite....
My dear has been sick for few days... but my dear was too good, he brought me to One Utama to shopping for whole day at sunday to celebrate our anniversary.
My dear is not tat kinda person that likes to shopping whole day, he always wanna go home after accompany me shopping for more than 1 hrs...
But tat sunday, he was so good, he accompanied me shopping from 12pm until 6pm...
I promised him to buy a mattress for him as annuversary present.
and he had already bought me my anniversary present - My yoga mat.
Thanks dear... Happy 6th Anniversary!!!

System Gathering @ South City 26th August 2008

16th -17th August 2008

Me and my dear have joined my ex-coursemate's company trip to Desaru, JB.
The trip is a treasure hunting event where we start hunting from Klang to Desaru.
Around 50 teams were formed... 4 people in a team.
This is the 1st time me and my dear play treasure hunt, don't know how it works and dunno how to solve... and we just play 'hentam', hahaha...
End of the day, around 5pm, finally we reach the resort and end of the treasure hunting event.
So we went to our room to take rest before we enjoy our dinner....
the Resort room is so big and nice, it has 3 single beds, balcony, got bath tub inside the toilet and small pantry place, big cupboard (even can fit in 4-5 people inside it), Big big mirror, sofa and tables...
This is the 1st time i stay at such a big hotel room, so excited and happy.
I think tis room cost around RM 250 per night...
Then at the night, during the dinner, the MC announce the winners of the treasure hunt event...
From 25th runner up until the champion...
so lucky that our team get 16th runner up and take away RM 30 Jusco Voucher each member.
and the souvenir for this treasure hunt was a cup painted with the treasure hunt event name and the 16th Runner Up title....
And the 2nd day morning, me and my dear went to the beach and relax...
Tis place is reali a place to relax and enjoy...

~ 1961's Endless Love Concert @ Palace Restaurant, Selayang ~

~ My Lovely Little Sis's Performance ~

~ My sis is the one playing flute ~

The morale of the story????

cxxxxe says:
1 more thing, must bare in mind, if.... you reli dont plan to get married so fast, or you must only have a baby after marriage, please do wear condom
it is not dangerous but it is scary experience

For the little life,
I have decided to eat vege for 1 week...
not pure vege although...
just a little thg i can do for u...

This afternoon before i went for my lunch, i have received one msn msg from my dear darling...
my dear darling is not my dear, she is a she... v knew each other since the first year of our uni life...
then after v both moved out from hostel and rent house at area nearby our uni, v getting closer since she come to my house fetch me for classes...
we have share many things... she is one of my best friends i consider...
since last week, i started to worry bout her and the little life she carried...
yes... she have pregnant...
i got shocked when she told me this news... i try my best to advise her not to abort the little life...
is a life anyhow...

Just wish everything she did she wont feel regret for the rest of her life...
but i know.. no matter wat i say wat i do, she will no accept my advise coz she has make up her mind... with the support of her dear...
so, in case of anythg happen to her during the abortion, that was what i worried for few days, i decided to pay her a visit on last saturday morning...
i was planned to take ktm to go to Seremban to meet her, just wish to have a nice talk and maybe a breakfast with her...
not to advise her anything... just wish to see my dear darling in a good condition, just wanna make sure everything is ok for her, just wish to go thru this with her...
she replied me, she is coming to KL with her dear to see doctor, for check up i suppose...
so i told her i wanna meet her after she done her check up, she agreed...
but after a few sms, she told me she n her dear have an argument, and she doesn't wish me to meet her...
i dunno this is reali wat happened that time, but she gave me an impression - she or her dear don't wish me to ask bout their decision... since she said to me, 'I know why u wanna meet me, I know what i m doing, don't worry.'

Sigh...what will u say if i tell u, i just wanna make sure my dear is fine before the abortion, coz i scare anything will happens during the abortion?
i dunno what will u replied if i tell u so, my dear..
Just wanna let u know tat whenever u need me, im here...
but it seems like u don't need me as i thought...
This post, mainly is for u... and oso for the baby... which u called it as a 'fetus'...
This afternoon, i was too down n heart broken when i received ur msg...
i dun even know how 2 ans u, how 2 face u...
i thought u will sad for the little life that u decline the rights for he/she to live...
but wat u told me was,
'I have aborted the baby, yesterday...',
'now everything is fine',
'now i know why the HK drama those girls run away from the clinic when doing abortion, i can feel the fear...'

oh my dear... i just feel speechless when u told me this...
u dun even feel sad bcoz u killed a little life... is ur baby... a baby...
I m sorry if i m pressuring u...
Sorry dear... i nid time to calm myself down and try to face u like nothing happened...
i m sorry for the baby.... sorry....

31st of July 2008,
this month passed quite slow...
i joined yoga class starting tis month, paid for 3 months fees...
my company has been visited by polices, in order to help investigate one case related our ex-client...
i have bought my new skin care set, which costs me more debts...
my company's mgm level have decided to giv us incentive as fuel price raising and inflation...
so i get RM 300 extra as my incentive...
next week, my dear little sis will be performing in chinese instrument concert at Selayang...
the most important thing is that i have decided to make some handmade cards to sell...
to earn more money, and maybe to start my new direction...
i am wondering whether i am suitable for my current job scope...
tat's y finding myself a new direction is important...
i hope i can make it... with my dear fully support...
thx dear....

Oh before i forget, this post is for my dear sis who is working at Philiphine now.
Mum has bought u a cute pinky coin purse with pig on it...
See, how nice is it.... Like it?

Another Friday has just passed...

What i did? haha...

i have a happy & playful friday lunch time with my colleagues...

~ This is my table with lots of things around, haha ~

~ This is Mr. Eng's pose during thursday when he trying to take a photo using his sis's hp ~

~ Yes, Mr. Eng again, with another pose trying the hp's camera on friday, lunch time ~

~ This is Jerry zai, we compete to take photo of each other, lols... ~

And, that's how v spend our lunch time on friday... by playing around... haha...

Happy Friday!!!

This month i have lots of debts....
Last 2 weeks, i follow celest (one of my best friends) went to her teacher's beauty salon...
Celest is now a certified Beauty consultant for EPI after she passed all the exams and finished the her one year study at EPI.

Since she started using EPI from last year, i can noticed that her skin is getting better comparing last time when she was taking her make up course...
so, i was thinking to buy EPI set of skin care for myself... wanna become prettier haha
So, i did followed her to her teacher's salon...
and therefore my debts cames... sigh...
i have bought RM 900++ products of EPI and everytime treatement oso nid to pay... Sad...
but oso happy.. so complicated.. haha...

Happy coz finali i bought something that i want...
Sad coz i have increase my debts bcoz of tis....
But nvm... haha... i think i can manage to clear all my debts de... slowly one by one...
happy to own my new skin care set ~~~ yeah ~~~
thx to dear... muacks...

~ Full set of my skin care ~

~ Skin Regeneration Essence, Cleansing Milk & pH Balancing Toner ~

~ Bio White Serum, Calming Gel (left half, T.T), UV Cream, Purifying Cream ~

It's July 2008...
Half of 2008 passed....
What have i done in 2008?
ermmmm.... nothg special nothg much...
most of my time was spent on working.. except working? is still works....
sigh~~~~~~
Sometimes reali pressure until me myself cannot tahan...
wish to resign n just sit back n relax...
but i know it was impossible for me to resign now....
Reason?? simple....
coz now is July 2008... gotta wait till Sept 2008.... at least...
haha... i m waiting for my company trip, which i spent RM 1k for it...
RM 1k is for the trip's fee, excluding my expenses at there...
This year company trips destination--- Gold Coast, AUSTRALIA!!
Australia is my dear's dream country...

Reali hope time can pass faster and stop during 10th Sept 2008 until 14th Sept 2008...

Please let me enjoy my trip ~~~~

Looking forward for it... Desperately~~~~

The Day Before My Dear Sister Goes To Philiphines....

~ Taking photo for the food ~

~ Looking at the food photo she took ~ (her bf keep Eating) =P

~ Talking, still dun wan eat ~ (her bf still eating, haha)

~ After dinner, before my little sis leave for her musical show ~

~ The Ng's 3 Sisters ~

~ The Ng's Family ~

Hey, daddy, can go home only see those photos in camera.. now c here, cheese~~

~ At Airport (LCCT), The Ng's Family again (without my little sis) ~

~ Nice Nice \(^.^)/ ~

~ MiSSinG YoU ~

Friday... a nice day... last day of the week for working.. haha..but this moment, i m very very very sleepy...just giv me 15 seconds, i can fall in sleep.. hehe...

last week friday, i remember, me n d3ar went to Puchong to find my sweet sweet girl, CY's daughter.after she went to day care kindergarten, she now is no longer scare of me n my dear...so happy..she start to act, pose and make funny move in front of us..c her cute look, so lovely and happy...

Acting cute.... hahaa

After that, we went to Balakong to have dinner (consider as supper too) with CY's family.
I can't recall back the restaurant's name, but the food there is quite nice.
We have ordered 'Ying Yong' and 'Hokkien Mee' and also Prawn with butter ('Nai Yau Har').
the Ying Yong and Hokkien Mee quite nice de... but the prawn is a bit salty, which i dun like... =P

after v finish our dinner, v start to play around with my lovely daughter...
she start to run around the restaurant and play with dear...

Running around my camera...naughty girl haha

so happy get to see my lovely daughter...

hope my daughter will hav the sweet look like her.. haha....

Sometimes i was thinking... should i delete my blog? shouldn't i?
This blog is same as an useless blog...
no1 knows about this blog...
none of my friends know about tis...
only my dear... he know about my blog... which i used to speak out my feeling...
but...
i dun think he will come n c my posts whenever i was sad n down....
maybe i reali shld delete tis blog....
it's useless....
useless....

Dear...
sorry for being so barbaric...
I just wanna to feel how much you care bout me... not to argue with u...
I m feeling very down coz i worry...
i worry bout my body, i dunno wat's the cause of my headache...
suffering from tis headache since last week...
i don't wish to think a lots... but i cannot escape from it...
i reali reali hope tat u will care more...
i need ur love dear... i need u to care...
sorry dear... reali sorry....
I love u....

Wow...
time passed so fast... without my notice, it is now in the end of May 2008...
last week was my dear's birthday... but i din bought him a present..
my dear said, every year around May is the time that i have no money, haha...
no money to celebrate his birthday, no money to buy him present...
sorry for tat dear...
i think i really should plan something special for my dear...
something that will make him surprise, to make him happy and something that will stay in his memory forever...
but.... wat should i plan ar?
sigh....



on that day of my dear's birthday, my dear drove his car for 5 hrs to reach penang.
Pity dear... sayang back ar... haha...
we went to penang with another 2 friends - CS and LM..
we stay in penang for 2 nights 3 days...
went to Kek Lok Si, Gurney Drive, QueensBay, and Goy's house haha...

Look back those posts... it's really have been a long time that i didn't write down any words in my own blog....

Lucky is not much of my frens know i have a blog... haha...

A new year has came... 2008, ppl say this is a good year for couples to get marry, hahaha...

not saying that i wanna marry in this year.

Talking about new year...wanna make a short summary for my 2007.

Starting of 2007, me & my dear relationship become not that good...

around january or february, final sem of my university live....

around may, finali my thesis was done as well as my system - UMI Inventory System (a simple and lousy system, hahahahaha....) and it was able to pass up on time (sharp on the last day! still dare to say on time, hahaha) with the help of my dear.

The most excited part of my 2007 was my graduation ceremony, around August.

before august, i have took part in a short course - SAP. and the attendance cert still in the headquarter of SAP office....

Thanks for those friends that attended my graduation, especially is Weng Fei, lucky that time he came back from Rusia (is lucky or bad luck ar?) hehehehe...

Thanks to Mei Chian, Yee Wan, Tai Chee, Heng Yuen, Kian How and my dear for coming...

thanks for the bear bear that Mei Chian and Yee wan bought for me... :)

Thanks to my deareast FRIENDS, u make my days colourful....

还 记 得 小 学 的 时 候 吗 ?
是 多 么 的 开 朗 ， 欢 喜 ， 无 忧 无 虑的 每 一 天 。 。 。
虽 然 以 前 我 曾 经 被 别 人 说 我 是 ‘擦 鞋 仔 ’ 但 是 我 问 心 无 愧 ，
别 人 不 明 白 ， 不 了 解 我 ， 我 无 所 谓 ， 最 重 要 的 是 我 自 己 活 得 开 心 。
中 学 时 期 ， 我 找 到 了 知 心 朋 友 。
人 家 常 说 :"朋 友 可 以 有 很 多 ， 但 知 心 的 朋 友 却 是 不 容 易 找 到 的 "。
我 庆 幸 我 能 找 到 四 位 好 朋 友 ， 谢 谢 她 们 陪 我 度 过 开 心 时 候 和 失 落 时 间 。
虽 然 我 不 能 说 我 们 一 定 是 知 己 ， 但 最 起 码 我 和 她 们 是 不 需 要 建 立 围 墙 的 。
在 她 们 的 面 前 ， 我 是 我 ， 最 真 的 我 。 。 。
是 我 太 贪 心 了 吗 ?

Dear, i don't know why i have such a feeling...
but i really feel like i have been apart from my friends...no matter is friends from cochrane or friends from UPM or friends from Sam Yoke or PESS....
i feel like heart broken, i should not become so weak and so easy to feel sad because of friends....
but why...this is not the 1st time....
just now when i was looking at friend's friendster photos, tat time oni i realized how dull my life is...
work, work work and work...
no entertainment, no time for me 2 gather with friends.... maybe i shld nt say tat i dun hav time, is friends that dun wanna invite me? or i reali dun hav tat much of frens?
sigh....................
feeling very very down!!!!
any1 can help me?
any1 knows my feeling?
y frens all away from me?
or maybe i shld feel lucky? yday when i asked CY come 2 yamcha with me, yes, i still hav a good fren like her which wil come find me whenever i need her 2 come....
maybe i shldn't be so greedy..maybe i m asking for too much...
sorry dear....i have promised you tat i wil oni write happiness in this blog...
but reali sorry dear...i cannot keep the sadness all in my heart...
not to make u feel sorry for me... not to make any1 changes for me...
is it my problem? m i the 1 make all frens away from me?
what shld i do? God, please tell me....

It's been quite a time I did not log in to my blog.
Kind of busy this few months. We started our 1st job at August 2007 as software engineers at Syscatech.
Dear, even though i am working at the same company with u, but time tat v spend together is less than v used to.
but fortunately, we do not have so much time for arguments. (",)
Dear, i really hope that we can have our own car, our own house and our own family.
but all these need to be done step by step, hehe.
now we have planned to buy car, i m looking forward to sit in our car n go there n here with u fetching me.
okie, looking forward for our car..... hehe...

i dunno what should i say this time....
last nite v had an argument...i was really really tired and hurt...
dear, really hope that she will never b a part of Ur memory...
i admit that i was wrong for accusing her last time. but i was really upset tat time.
thinking back those memory, i would rather delete all from my brain. but i cant
these few days v were not tat happy, i was sorry coz i was nt there when u needed me the most.
i wish u will listen to me whenever i was happy or sad.
i need you as my bf and as my best listener.
dear, sorry for hurting u and myself, sorry for her too.
i really hope that the same situation will not happen to us again.
try to speak calmly next time, can we?
please dear, i think i was doing all my best to save our relationship...
don't leave me alone, don't make our heart apart...
sorry dear...

so tired....just finish rushing my draft thesis...
dear, sorry coz i 'fatt pei hei' yesterday, too stress and too tired.
thank you coz help me finish my draft, else i cant even pass up by today o.
i know these few days we both in bad mood, because of financila problems, because of rushing project, because of too tired, not matter what caused us to be so 'mang',
hope that we can get through it la....
Love ya!!!

Dear, sometimes i m wondering why u never ask me about this blog....
maybe u never feel curious about this blog?
or u forgot wat i said last time??
anyway, i really hope tat one day u will suddenly remember that i told u about this blog,
hopefully u will come n look at what i have written here.... :)
i really hope that u know how i feel...
these few months we are so happy, although we are rushing for our project,
but we manage to avoid arguments.
dear, just wanna let u know....
I am happy having u as my LKC, no matter we are in sweet moment or when we are arguing...
as long as you are by my side, i am happy and that's enough for me...
dear, i miss you... I hope that when u c this page, tell me how u feel and let me know that what i have written here has read by the most important person of mine....
I will really appreciate it, thanks dear.
Love u.... by LPC... <33

dear, just wanna tell u tat i hope tat i can do coding with u at ur house, tat's y i bring my cpu to ur house.
i never think of how situation will become after i put my cpu here, but thg seems like getting worse.
i dun mean 2 use a lot of place in ur room since ur sis also one of the owner of the room.
but when i c those thg around my comp, i reali felt like insecure....
haiz...i dun mean 2 show my unhappiness to u....
sorry....maybe i reali should just stay at home and do coding at my house.
but once again, i wanna let u know tat i wan 2 be at ur house 2 do coding with u coz i reali need ur help in doing coding............ sorry

yesterday, my dear accompany me go jusco shop shop a while coz we are waiting the heavy rain to stop....
i m so surprise when my dear call me 'Lou po" when choosing ingredient for making pudding.
hehe.... i was so happy yesterday...
dear, although u only call me lou po once in a blue moon, but i really like tat feeling...
thanks dear... =)

Last 2 weeks, we had a terrible day when staying overnight at Serdang.
tat day was a nightmare for me....
dear, thanks for protecting me when someone is shouting at me tat time.
i know u really wish to protect me whenever u can with everything u got.
thanks dear, i love u...
i will remember what u did for me tat night... love u forever....

My dear is now helping me to take the printer from Serdang back to Cheras.
I am really happy when he decided to help me take the heavy printer from serdang.
He's taking a thick book with him now and holding the heavy printer as well.
but he does not blame for anything... =)
dear, thanks for helping me.
i think i really should treat him better, haha.