~ 1961's Endless Love Concert @ Palace Restaurant, Selayang ~

~ My Lovely Little Sis's Performance ~

~ My sis is the one playing flute ~

The morale of the story????

cxxxxe says:
1 more thing, must bare in mind, if.... you reli dont plan to get married so fast, or you must only have a baby after marriage, please do wear condom
it is not dangerous but it is scary experience

For the little life,
I have decided to eat vege for 1 week...
not pure vege although...
just a little thg i can do for u...

This afternoon before i went for my lunch, i have received one msn msg from my dear darling...
my dear darling is not my dear, she is a she... v knew each other since the first year of our uni life...
then after v both moved out from hostel and rent house at area nearby our uni, v getting closer since she come to my house fetch me for classes...
we have share many things... she is one of my best friends i consider...
since last week, i started to worry bout her and the little life she carried...
yes... she have pregnant...
i got shocked when she told me this news... i try my best to advise her not to abort the little life...
is a life anyhow...

Just wish everything she did she wont feel regret for the rest of her life...
but i know.. no matter wat i say wat i do, she will no accept my advise coz she has make up her mind... with the support of her dear...
so, in case of anythg happen to her during the abortion, that was what i worried for few days, i decided to pay her a visit on last saturday morning...
i was planned to take ktm to go to Seremban to meet her, just wish to have a nice talk and maybe a breakfast with her...
not to advise her anything... just wish to see my dear darling in a good condition, just wanna make sure everything is ok for her, just wish to go thru this with her...
she replied me, she is coming to KL with her dear to see doctor, for check up i suppose...
so i told her i wanna meet her after she done her check up, she agreed...
but after a few sms, she told me she n her dear have an argument, and she doesn't wish me to meet her...
i dunno this is reali wat happened that time, but she gave me an impression - she or her dear don't wish me to ask bout their decision... since she said to me, 'I know why u wanna meet me, I know what i m doing, don't worry.'

Sigh...what will u say if i tell u, i just wanna make sure my dear is fine before the abortion, coz i scare anything will happens during the abortion?
i dunno what will u replied if i tell u so, my dear..
Just wanna let u know tat whenever u need me, im here...
but it seems like u don't need me as i thought...
This post, mainly is for u... and oso for the baby... which u called it as a 'fetus'...
This afternoon, i was too down n heart broken when i received ur msg...
i dun even know how 2 ans u, how 2 face u...
i thought u will sad for the little life that u decline the rights for he/she to live...
but wat u told me was,
'I have aborted the baby, yesterday...',
'now everything is fine',
'now i know why the HK drama those girls run away from the clinic when doing abortion, i can feel the fear...'

oh my dear... i just feel speechless when u told me this...
u dun even feel sad bcoz u killed a little life... is ur baby... a baby...
I m sorry if i m pressuring u...
Sorry dear... i nid time to calm myself down and try to face u like nothing happened...
i m sorry for the baby.... sorry....